This sounds so, so, blech…I don’t know. I mean no harm or offense. It was an off hand comment that was more of an evoked feeling I get.

Jody says: Oh my goodness, no offense taken at all!!! I gotcha. Yes, that whole waiting for the next shoe to drop thing. Ugh, just when I think I have a handle on it, I get my period (sorry guys) and all hell breaks lose.

Please, I’m really just wacky like that. I apologize.

No need to apologize at all.

PS. Thanks for the drink recipe! I’ll give that a try. I absolutely love the lime and gin combination.

The one thought that runs through my head when I read some of your posts?

“I wonder what she is waiting for?”

See that’s the thing. We didn’t wait. We jumped in and did what everyone told us not to do. Damn the torpedos, full steam ahead. Changes in lattitude, changes in attitude………..it is just hard to move past some of the obstacles that got in the way…..to reconcile my heart that not everyone agreed with our choices and to just not allow that to bring our happiness down. It was my fault, because I allowed it. I have let go of it now, finally. That little issue of PMDD (premenstural dysphoric disorder-similiar to PMS on crack-you can read about it here I deal with it via exercise and it really works very well.) sometimes gets the best of me.