Just another day in paradise
Nursing Mia has been a complete joy to me. I am so happy that she enjoys it too. I am hopeful that she will continue to nurse into her 3rd year, but we will see what she decides.
Like Picasso, with a stroke of love on the canvas of my heart and mind, I have painted the memory of my nursing children. But I wanted something tangible to have of the moment.
So, when Mia was 3 months old I had a photographer take pictures of my 4 children together. During the session, he took some wonderful shots, among them were several of Mia nursing.
Is she the last child I will ever nurse? It is difficult to think that I may never nurse another baby after she is done. I know that one day, too soon, she will be ready to wean.
Until then, I will wake at night to feed her. I will comfort her at the breast when she is scared or hurt. I will stop whatever I am doing and be still to nurse her, because I know that time marches on and we can never have those moments back again.
I know that the time will come when I flip through the photo album to gaze at the past, because the present slipped through my fingers so painfully fast.