Now….or never

My guess now is, never.

I started keeping a journal about my dream here.  I was bad about updating it.  But you get the jest.  I felt like I had my mouth taped shut.  I wanted so badly to tell everyone about our plans, but I couldn’t. 

As soon as we have some time to travel again, I will be updating that blog again…..right now we are waist deep in soccer and cub/boy scouts. 

I just have to keep telling myself, if it is meant to be, it will happen.  Right now, it appears that it is not meant to be, ever.

And you know what?  That’s okay.  Really, it is.  I have everything I could ever want in my husband and kids, and what more could I ask for?

Not to mention I have a nifty sign hanging in my living room to remind me of all the fun we had dreaming and scheming.